Archive for January, 2009

The Way It Was…The Way It Is

Sunday, January 11th, 2009

Mark 1:4-11
Presented January 11, 2009, by J.D. Kline
The First Sunday after Epiphany

If you were to look back over the course of your life and consider the key moments, the critical experiences, that have given shape to the direction and quality of your life, which experiences would you list as most decisive? In my own life, critical moments include decision about marriage and family, calling and vocation, values and priorities. In recent years, the decisive moment is one that I did not choose—my wife Janice’s accident and death. Yet that event has given shape to so much of what has followed, including renewed struggle with my calling in life, grappling afresh with questions of faith and doubt, a deepened quality in my relationship with my children, and openness to new relationships and direction for my living. In the nearly three years since the accident, I have found myself in the process of creating, as must survivors of cancer and other pressing life challenges, a “new normal” for my life.

In his book The Only Necessary Thing Henri Nouwen asserts that for Jesus, the core moment of his life was his experience of baptism in the Jordan River, a time when Jesus heard those powerful words of affirmation from God, You are my beloved on whom my favor rests. It was the core experience of Jesus, the defining decision of his life, says Nouwen—a time when Jesus “is reminded in a deep, deep way of who he is.” The remainder of Jesus’ life—his public ministry, his proclamation of the unfolding realm of God’s love, his compassion and his reaching out to those on the margins of life, his challenge against those content with business as usual, his passion for justice, peace, and generosity, his willingness to empty himself and give his life for the healing and reconciling of all creation—all of this involved a continual claiming of his identity and calling as God’s beloved.

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A New Vision for a New Year

Sunday, January 4th, 2009

Jeremiah 31:7-14; John 1:10-18
Presented January 4, 2009, by J.D. Kline
The Second Sunday of Christmas

In her book Listening for God Renita Weems recalls a chance encounter with a woman who, clearly angry and turned-off by her upbringing in a rigidly religious environment, demands to know how Renita, a seminary professor and ordained minister, could possibly continue to believe in God and embrace a life of faith and prayer. It was one of those uncomfortable encounters we pastors find ourselves in now and again, where we’re asked to somehow justify every abominable act done by those who have just enough religion to make them rigid and judgmental, and sometimes even vindictive and hurtful.

Recalling her interaction with the angry woman who demanded reasoned answers, Weems shares that she may not have handled the situation all that well. Yet the encounter reminded her of something critical in the spiritual life. “Whatever spirituality is,” writes Renita Weems,

It is not something to be discovered. It is something to be recovered—something you misplace and recover a thousand times in your lifetime. Nor is belief in God, mystery, or prayer something one either possesses or doesn’t. Rather, belief is something one tries continually to keep oneself open to, accessible to, or something one continually refuses to open oneself to. The only difference between me, the fumbling, dimwitted minister who felt ill at ease talking about prayer, and the young corporate executive who couldn’t talk about it without sneering was that I still wanted to remain open. Open to what? Open to the possibility that there was something more to life than my vanity, something more than what I could manipulate or grasp.

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